September 16, 2003: [•] There is this certain feeling that you get when your life comes full circle. It is an unrelenting condition that is somewhere between peaceful content and absolute disappointment. When you find yourself exactly where you started out and with no gain after much work you can only let out a sigh. I’m sure you’ve been there too. That is where I am today. I’m not upset or angry. Then again I’m not overjoyed and full of satisfaction. I’m just in a medium lull waiting to get going again. It’s like being on a rollercoaster only to get stuck upside in the loop to loop. I guess all I can do now is tap my finger and wait for the ride to start again. Whenever “again” might be, well that’s an entire other bone to pick on and tonight I’m just too tired to even try to gnaw on it. It’s probably just better to sleep on this one. So I will.