May 24, 2002: [•] Once again, my world has irrevocably changed. Everything is different now; yet everyone is still where they were a week ago. I still work at the same job. I am still married with a child and 3 cats. I live in the same apartment. Even drive the same car. I feel so different now though. It’s like a loss of innocence all over again. Not since I was 6 years old have I felt this way. Not empty; yet not full. Just there and being. Nothing more or less. Where do we go from here? Because I sure as Hell don’t know.